10.9.03
*yawn*
i suppose i should be doing things. things like cleaning my room, reading for the test on friday, calling james... things like that. i'd rather just call james and lay down. bitch bag said she was going to get coffee hours ago. she complained about the massive amounts of clothing on my floor before she left. i assume she wont be back until morning, which is fine by me. since she left i have done laundry, taken a shower and talked to james. i can see my floor and my legs aren't hairy anymore, but i still miss james. it has been getting pretty difficult without him lately. today i went shopping with nearly twenty dollars to spend on him for his birthday. i ended up getting beads and making him another bracelet. i'm so clueless. i was thinking some sort of massage thing because his back is sore a lot and he gets head and neck aches. i wish i could be there to get rid of them. ashley called earlier and sounded like amanda. i felt like vomiting. she lets her words drag at the end like amanda. good thing ashley's way better and sweeter and much more intelligent. my mice are getting bigger and most of them can climb on top of the screen thing. it's more than annoying. more than annoying like keeping me up when i try to sleep. halloween things are being set up in stores now. i can't believe i've been here for pretty much a year. what am i thinking? time seems to be going by faster, though. that's always good. tomorrow is already hump day. sunday is a very special day. it will be sad, though. sad because i'll be in the wrong place. i'm always in the wrong place. the wrong place is here. i wish i was home. i miss home.