4.10.03
more stupid.
nothing has happened worth typing, but i have nothing else to do. i've been up all day doing nothing. my mom and her friend are fighting because my mom always has to have someone to argue with. i kind of feel sorry for her friend, but not too much because i don't care. anyway... i went to ashley's yesterday and hung out for a tiny bit. talked to b and stuff. i came back and went to work at cbd. 9 people showed up so i sat around and talked to the cop on duty all night. it was nice to get his point of view on some things. even though i still think it's pointless to carry a gun to an even that features 12 year olds dancing to nsync and britney spears. cbd (club breakdown) is a club. they have little kid nights sometimes and that's what last night was. it was also boring. i hardly get paid and i've only done it twice now. it's more like a community service thing that looks good on college apps. they say it's a voulenteer program, but you get paid some, so it's not really. it's pretty laid back. couches and ps2's and xboxes. a dance floor and pool tables. dj's and a bar. sometimes there are theme nights. sometimes it's little kid night, then high school night. it's more like a dance club with the "high school dance" attitude. dustin and i have been trying to get better things out of it. last saturday he got six bands to play. black out pact (sam and greg's band) played. they were the only non-shitty, non-high school, non-pop punk band. anyway... i'm going to see death cab for cutie tomorrow night with ashley and b. i have to take a shower and do something. i feel like such a scum. i love james.