21.4.05
[all that you left, you left for someone.]
i just wrote a pretty lame post. and deleted it. i used to do a lot of things. this one time. all emotion has left me. i am not so great anymore. i am not so me. i'm not so excited about being alive in this place. i would give anything to be carefree again. the more i think about it, the more i realize last summer wasn't so bad after all. i miss my fucking friends. i miss people enjoying my company. i miss scheduling people in for hang out time. warm weather makes me miss so much.