[i'm completely unhealable, baby]
so.. i got yelled at for not updating this. i really have no idea what to say. i'm really frustrated right now. there are so many things i want to get out and i can't even think of words to explain my feelings. i keep getting this deep desire to lay in a field under a tree. for like.. days. just see what goes on when no one's supposed to be watching. i swear it would be better than this. i wonder what it would feel like to just die... silently.. still.. rot.. down into the ground and watch the grass and flowers grow taller around you. thoughts like that relax me. i'd do anything to feel alive again.

oh.. happy annie, buttcheek.
- posted by angela @ 6:02 PM