[everybody wants to be happy.]
depressives don't.
they want to be unhappy to confirm they're depressed.
if they were happy they couldn't be depressed anymore.
they'd have to go out into the world and live.
which can be depressing.

current rotation:
steve von till - as the crow flies.
crowbar - lifesblood for the downtrodden.
red sparowes - at the soudless dawn.
pentagram - turn to stone.
sunn0))) - the grimmrobe demos.

i'm not as warm as i'd like to be right now.
i have a british accent in my head.
it has been a painfully long day.
excitement grows for tuesday.
imunna dye my hair tomorrow.
i miss you, mike. okay?
i'm about to fall asleep.
long conversations. and deep. nothing else.
i like stuff.
i hate stuff.
i miss stuff.
blah blah blah.
i have a lot of ideas i'll write some other time.
i've been singing up a storm.
- posted by angela @ 5:25 AM