8.12.04
[wide awake]
always wide awake now when i'm supposed to be tired... something keeping me up. this feeling. i'm not into feelings right now. probably because i got a real journal today... i wrote down lots of feelings in there. thanks, guy. it's cold. it's usually cold in here. i'm ready to get cozified and warm... soon i will. so things are all right. this fruit smoothie is tasting wonderful. i have to pee. this is a pretty straight-forward post. it's ten. still cold, but i have this throw deal on me. my thoughts lately have been on what's next. christmas is soon. for once i am actually minimally excited. more excited about the twentieth... he's taking me to niagra falls. way excited about that. sweet hotel... literally... suite. i'm so clever sometimes. ah. anyway... things are all right. ah. too lame to type right now...