4.4.05
[don't you know i'm just thinking of you.]
one of these days. soon. very soon. love you til then.
feel my breath on your neck and your heart will race.
don't say no to me. you can't say no to me. i won't see you. denied.
i'm sorry you saw that. i'm sorry he did it, an echo. a stain.
i can't say no to you. i can't say no to you. say nothing.
free falling. complete.
it's probably all that i can do to keep from falling to pieces. love. but not the same. change. graceful torment. hands are for holding, tracing. eyes - truth, raw emotion. a body... collapses on a bed... a tall bed with more than enough pillows. a head rests. a mind is calm. for once.