[i wear a human shield.]
how much time has really gone by?
time? what is it? do we seriously measure time by daylight? the hours that pass while we're awake? time is all we have. so... is it daylight that has gone by? or emotions that have passed? people flowing in and out... like waves in my life. each one the same. each one falling back to the sea of humans. people that are just waiting for something to happen. everyone just sits around waiting for something to happen. but nothing ever changes. ever. simplicity. staleness. and every once in a while someone is evaporated into the sky. this heat. this angry, heavy coat of hurt. i want it to stop. i don't even want change. nothing changes. i just want everything to stop. i just realized it's been one month. my birthday was one month ago. it feels like yesterday. the past month. surreal. a long red sunset. finally time... daylight is leaving. and i plan on sleeping. you keep me inside.
- posted by angela @ 10:13 PM