[be careful what you wish for]
"i want a cold, heartless person to pick me up off the floor, use me and throw me back down on the floor again. i want to drag my fingernails through sheet rock. i want to watch people fall so deeply in love with each other and walk up to them and whisper in their ear that it wont last..."
"i want to be lied to. i want to be treated badly. i want to wear these sad eyes for the rest of my life. and after all of that i don't want to tell anyone about what i had seen or what i had been through. i want to keep it a secret. i want to disappear."

i said that sometime months ago...
- posted by angela @ 5:28 PM