[the joke was on me.]
it is... monday.
it is still cold.
last week:
headaches.
more sick.
less happy.
this week is long.
it is... monday.
still... just... monday.
a song to finish.
a surgery to have.
books to read.
go watch notre musique.
the part where olga talks about suicide.
says a lot.
to me.
listen.
stay quiet.
be still.
i am always tired.
i do not want to be sick anymore.
sometimes i forget his name.
and i usually stay in the shower for too long.
or i forget to get out.


i have a hard time remembering the things i should remember
and a hard time forgetting the things I should forget.
- posted by angela @ 9:06 PM