[what was golden is gray and i'm suddenly shy.]
i'm about done with syracuse by now.
i'll be working and going to philly every other weekend until i move there in june.
it's not june yet.
obviously.
i find myself walking around in the rain and snow and cold more than i probably want to.
last night two men smelling strongly of cheap liquor drove me home telling each other tales of girls and pills. i felt safe in the snow storm. it was 3am.
i don't miss LA more and more everyday.
but yeah...
i do.

i am completely elsewhere lately.
uninterested and showing no sign of concern.
i choose this.
everyday.
this is satisfaction.
i'll be doing this right up until i escape this place, looking straight ahead and smiling.

get the fuck in line.
- posted by angela @ 5:22 PM