24.6.07
[jupiter's eye]
beyond wired...
update?
hoodland.
first week:
drunk and still realizing it.
second week:
back in syracuse for my birthday...
nothing exciting.
third week:
jobs and setting it up...
shaun and dipino visit....
sick, drunk, half-naked, rooftop, sweat, mutter museum, VLADIMIR vodka...
now:
work. finding any distraction or excuse. listening to phantom limb. throwing my phone. getting back down to my birth weight. writing songs every day. getting my phone shut off six days. listening to era vulgaris and track seven. going to relapse and the liquor store every day.
almost died in a fire at five this morning...
missing joe. and if i had a car i would drive back every sunday for brunch.