it is 18.09.10 by process of elimination
&maybeilltrytofuckhimagainbeforehegoestowork

15.12.10
warm air keeps getting colder
i don't wanna get older...

08.01.10<---------------]
everyone knows<---------
that feeling
conjugation
you're about to _____(verb)
you know it's going to _____(adjective)
the ____(noun) in the room is fucking ___(adjective)


27.ihatemarch.11
"she pays him back in the bedroom
one step down from her leader
obeys, or is punished
like he obeys his bosses"
i can tell it...
i can't tell it
write. something
somewhere
yesterday home
i went home
in my mind
for some moments
where i grew up
also home is where i'm going
not where i went
though i've been there before
i remember
the winding road that lined
the creek lead by the railroad
tracks followed those tracks but now
he's dead, isn't he?
sure is.

fuck this used to be so easy
gave everything given back
can live without
have lived without
pritouritze planinata
t=time
f=t
t+f =
if f = failure....

?
want a pint of it
getting mean..

today
under all circumstance - tonight
i am supposed to remember
do not want to search date
& time
my hand smells
like blood and vomit
hldpls
this chair is horrible
the sound is dead babies
supposed to be
rememberingggggg
thats how my last nurse
signed her initials gg
though it looked
more like ss if you can read cursive and what i really write on paper
anyway
supposed to remember
afraiddocument
eyes face smell
remember no
change. no
change no
change.
he says we're different
says we're "more mature"
never felt more close
to the way i have always felt.
how different?
do not want to hear old songs.
have a good trip
see you next never.
- posted by angela @ 1:22 AM